InsaneJournal

Current mood:	drained
Current music:	"Pictures of You" -- The Last Goodbye

nuke me!

Right now I am supposed to be writing a six page paper that is due tomorrow at 1:00 PM. But I doubt it will get done tonight. I just don't have it in me to write about the historical evidence of the existence of King Arthur.  Really, I cannot make myself write a paper about something that doesn't even matter.  Who cares if Arthur existed or not?  I am just tired and run down from all the school work I have had recently.  I am really ready for Thanksgiving Break, even though that means going away from Kevin.  That always sucks, but at least I will get to sleep in a bit.

Speaking of Kevin, the end of this month marks our two year anniversary!  *is proud*  This is the longest I have ever been in a relationship with someone before, and I am really excited about celebrating it!  I bought Kevin something really cool for it, plus I got him two big bags of Peanut M&M's, too.  I won't say what his big gift is, because I don't want to jinx it and have him find out what it is.  Just being precautious.

Oh!  I want to mention my latest obsession!  I love Noah and Luke from As the World Turns!  The more I see of them, the more I love them!  I have always had a thing for gay boys, but these gay boys are the best yet!  They are rapidly catching up with Snarry as my OTP.  I feel, though, that it is okay to have different OTPs in different fandoms.  But the point is that I love them!  Their relationship is so pure, and they are the most beautiful boys ever!  Van and Jake do such an amazing job at portraying the couple.  I even get sad whenever I realize that Van and Jake are not gay or together in real life.  They seem so in love on the show.  And they are so intense!  Which is just how I love my gay boys to be!  The way that they look at each other.  It is hard to believe it isn't all real.  In fact, I refuse to believe that Nuke ends when the cameras stop filming!  I dunno.  I just want something so beautiful to be true.  I have been reading a lot of Nuke fanfiction lately, and I love the stories people are writing.  I just cannot get enough of those boys!  They should have them kissing in every episode!  I always hope they will kiss, but they haven't done so in so many weeks.  Apparently, though, next week Luke says that he loves Noah, which will be so, SO wonderful!  I cannot wait til those two are forever together and in love and having little adopted babies of their own!!  I can barely contain my squees!!

Anyway, I have been wasting enough time, I suppose.  I just needed to talk about Nuke to cheer myself up.  Back to work now.  Hopefully I will get to sleep before six this morning.  School work is the bane of my existence right now.

Night!